Friday, July 12, 2013

10th-12th July 2013

Just a quick update.

Mummy found out i had a blood clot in my head that caused my strokes by doing the MRI scans at Mt E Novena Hospital. So immediately, Dr Ng, my neurosurgeon, admited me in to put me under medication before another stroke comes. Had 13 blood tests, 2 heart major checks, head scans, etc. Insane.

SO mummy stayed 3 days without you in hospital, which is the hardest thing to do right now. And mummy has to take blood thinning medication (Plavix) and cholesterol medication (crestor) in order to be healthy and recover faster. But darling girl... God is great. I believe all the prayers and love he has covered us with, he bless mummy to recover so fast and for the medication to work so well. And bless us we good doctors too to find the cause and treatments for me, and also not forgetting, the finances to finance my hospital bill... It cost mummy more than $10,000. THANK GOD FOR INSURANCE.

Mumym didnt' tell many people about this because all i wanted was rest... SO it was pretty hush hush until Grandma Nanna told everyone i was sick... aiyoh.

Mummy cried alot these days because i miss you so much and i question why i have to suffer so much too. It's barely two weeks since i gave birth to you, and now this. But darling girl, I never doubt God and keep praising his name. And i believe by doing so, help me recover faster. He even provided us prayer warriors, total strangers from SFX and it was like the whole church was praying for us. We are always so grateful to all of them.

But mummy has to stop breastfeeding you now because of the medication. Hope you understand. And i'll keep praying that God strengthens you, physically, spiritually and emotionally.

Ps: Daddy suffered alot too. he had to run up and down to you and me and he was exhausted. But he always kept a smiling loving face. God bless him dearly. He really put up a good brave front, when inside, he was fearful of losing mummy... Daddy also brought me one of your booties. The moment i saw it and smelt it, mummy cried... i miss you so much. But i will get well because mummy is going to be there for you when you grow up.

Love you so much.


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