18 January 2013

Dear Baby,

Mummy can't help looking at you and wondering what you're doing. I always take some time alone just to enjoy your kicks and movement. You bring such lovely joy. Yesterday, Daddy noticed that you've been marked by God. Yes, on Mummy's tummy appeared a cross. Daddy took a photo and mummy will load it up soon. But that's just you sweetie, a miracle child given by God. No wonder a cross stands upon you. I pray that God will always care for you and Jesus is always keeping you company.

Uncle Siva and Aunt Jane bought you some Bach and Mozart. They are just trilled about you baby. Aunt Jane is going to be your Godmother too. We know you'll be in good hands. Aunt Jane was also telling mummy not to smell all the cleaning agents, what to eat and not to eat for you, to come out with a plan to make sure you eat your vegetables... You see darling, everyone is excited about you.

Daddy and Mummy also have made a decision to see you by ourselves on 28 Jan for the next scan. We leave it up to you to decide to let us find out if you're a girl or boy. But the idea of just seeing you kick and stretch is so excilarating! We can't wait.

And yesterday baby, Mummy found out by our dailing apple consumption will help the growth of your beautiful lungs (yes, Mummy keeps eating an apple a day for you). I'm just praying that your development is all good. Recently, Mummy finds it difficult to breathe. It's normal... because now Mummy's lungs must breathe for the two of us, so Mummy has a little difficulty. But isn't it a beautiful thing? Knowing the oxygen i take in will go to you... Mummy is going to be selfish now with the air i breathe... haha.

And Daddy reminded me yesterday to listen to God more. Mummy has been feeling abit down and disturbed, and have been seeking peace for some time. I pray that this time may we find peace in my heart so that you'll bestowed peace too love.

Gosh... 10 more days to seeing you again. :)

Love you my dearest baby... Daddy and Mummy loves you.

Ps: Daddy caught the flu and have been sick since before Christmas. Hope he gets well soon k? He's been sleeping in the living room so that Mummy won't get sick... See the sacrifice Daddy makes? And do you know, that Mummy finds it more difficult to sleep without Daddy by my side? Somehow, Daddy must have his hands on you (mummy's tummy) then Mummy can sleep... is that you baby? And when you arrive, Mummy will make sure Daddy gets a flu jab alright? :) We must all be healthy.