Sunday, January 6, 2013

6 January 2013

My dear Sweetheart,

It's a new year now, and it's dawning on me that you're arriving soon. What an exciting thought it is. I've been reading books about labour, and sweetie, Mummy is a little freaked out. It's scary and no one know what can happen, only God. But to know that we are bringing you into this world, it pays off.

You've been kicking alot recently, which is a real blessing. Daddy felt your kicks. He was so amazed. Daddy has always been talking to you and kissing you while you're in Mummy's tummy. And he's been reading special stories from the children's bible to you too. We wonder if you can hear us. Our favourite time of the day is in the evening, just before going to bed, where it's just you, Daddy and me, and we are quietly admiring your development, your sweet kicks and wondering what kind of kid you will be. We have so many plans for you, but we know you can only be who you are. You're kicking again as i type! your kicks are like the cutest lightest thugs under my skin. It's so amazing.

We are still awaiting for the next scan. We wonder if you're a girl or boy... whichever it is, we just want you healthy and happy. I'm sorry Mummy struggles with stress from work or stress from people around me... Mummy still has to do physical labour at work and it's such a struggle. I know i have to leave once you come out. I can't be in a job that takes my strength away when i should be focusing on you. I pray that God will guide and help us out with Mummy's work.

And recently sweetie, i think the womb that is keeping you has been lying onto Mummy's back, that i get backaches quite often now. But it's okay. i realise that when i lie on my side then the pain goes away. But it's all worth it becaus ei know my baby is growing healthy.

I can't wait to kiss your cheeks and smell you and hold you close... there's so much love for you going on now, i can't imagine when you come out.

Love you baby D...

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