Dearest Daughter of Mine...
We finally saw Dr Ong! How cool it is for you to wait till he returns so you are in safe recognizable hands...
Well darling girl, you've grown tremendously during these 2 weeks. You're now 3.2kg and we can't see your head in the scan because you have descended. Daddy is worried if your head is too big in circumference and can't come out naturally... the things we worry about now. I can't even imagine what my tushy will go through after this... ANYWAY...
Dr Ong has arrange for you to be induce on Friday 21st June. And he said that inductions take about 18 to 20 hours long before deciding if we need a C-section (an operation) to take you out. Oh my...
We are really hoping you'll come out before that baby girl... so that you'll be healthier, Mummy will recover faster, and we both will be safer. I know we are in God's hands and we have faith in His care, but still, it frightens me. And i don't like the fact that we have to try to control the situation when i believe it should be in God's natural time and plan. But I;ve been talking to you, asking you to come out soon please and that everything is going to be okay. Everyone is waiting to love you darling girl, and you're going to be alright baby girl. Everything will be alright.
And to add, Mummy have been praying to Mother of Perpetual Help since last week... a 9 day Novena to ask for her assistance with your delivery. And today ironically, was the highlight of Archangel Gabriel. And the message behind it was that through suffering, there will reap a beautiful outcome. Like how Jesus had to suffer with the passion, but ascended into heaven and saved us from all our sins. What beauty is that?! So it really hit mummy hard that i'll have to go through some sort of laborious labor... but it's all going to be worthwhile for bringing you into this world. I can't wait darling girl... i can't wait to see you and kiss you.
And tomorrow is the last day of the Novena darling. And i'm hoping maybe you'll like to come by tomorrow instead? *wink* I'll keep talking to you... and praying... and hopefully in God's hands, His miracle can take place as according to his will.
'Your will be done Oh Lord, not mine'.
Ps: Btw, we have been having bad hazy weather because of our kind Indonesian neighbors... apparently Daddy came out with a theory that because we have a dengue fever epidemic, our kind neighbors have lend a hand to help us but 'fogging' the mosquitoes away with a unhealthy range haze... it's terrible weather darling... Mummy is going to keep you indoors till all these troubles go away.
And the heat wave is so bad last night darling, and Mummy can't switch on the air-con because Daddy isn't so well, so Mummy didn't sleep at all. Because you were so uncomfortable with the heat you couldn't rest, and my feet swell up to gigantic size and was blue black all over... I couldn't walk... but oh well... another beauty of pregnancy...
We finally saw Dr Ong! How cool it is for you to wait till he returns so you are in safe recognizable hands...
Well darling girl, you've grown tremendously during these 2 weeks. You're now 3.2kg and we can't see your head in the scan because you have descended. Daddy is worried if your head is too big in circumference and can't come out naturally... the things we worry about now. I can't even imagine what my tushy will go through after this... ANYWAY...
Dr Ong has arrange for you to be induce on Friday 21st June. And he said that inductions take about 18 to 20 hours long before deciding if we need a C-section (an operation) to take you out. Oh my...
We are really hoping you'll come out before that baby girl... so that you'll be healthier, Mummy will recover faster, and we both will be safer. I know we are in God's hands and we have faith in His care, but still, it frightens me. And i don't like the fact that we have to try to control the situation when i believe it should be in God's natural time and plan. But I;ve been talking to you, asking you to come out soon please and that everything is going to be okay. Everyone is waiting to love you darling girl, and you're going to be alright baby girl. Everything will be alright.
And to add, Mummy have been praying to Mother of Perpetual Help since last week... a 9 day Novena to ask for her assistance with your delivery. And today ironically, was the highlight of Archangel Gabriel. And the message behind it was that through suffering, there will reap a beautiful outcome. Like how Jesus had to suffer with the passion, but ascended into heaven and saved us from all our sins. What beauty is that?! So it really hit mummy hard that i'll have to go through some sort of laborious labor... but it's all going to be worthwhile for bringing you into this world. I can't wait darling girl... i can't wait to see you and kiss you.
And tomorrow is the last day of the Novena darling. And i'm hoping maybe you'll like to come by tomorrow instead? *wink* I'll keep talking to you... and praying... and hopefully in God's hands, His miracle can take place as according to his will.
'Your will be done Oh Lord, not mine'.
Ps: Btw, we have been having bad hazy weather because of our kind Indonesian neighbors... apparently Daddy came out with a theory that because we have a dengue fever epidemic, our kind neighbors have lend a hand to help us but 'fogging' the mosquitoes away with a unhealthy range haze... it's terrible weather darling... Mummy is going to keep you indoors till all these troubles go away.
And the heat wave is so bad last night darling, and Mummy can't switch on the air-con because Daddy isn't so well, so Mummy didn't sleep at all. Because you were so uncomfortable with the heat you couldn't rest, and my feet swell up to gigantic size and was blue black all over... I couldn't walk... but oh well... another beauty of pregnancy...
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