9th June 2013

Dearest Comfy Baby Girl,

What's so comfortable being in Mummy's womb that you don't want to come out? I have to admit, I cried today. I think it's also got to do with hormones, but Mummy is so going to miss you, my little secret, kicking and playing and rumbling in mummy's tummy. Do you enjoy it when mummy rubs your back or plays with your feet hide and seek? I'm going to miss that even though i know you're going to fill my life with joy and love the moment you pop. 

Mummy has been rather emotional. I guess it's the weight, the aches, the lack of rest, the noise at home, etc. But thank God Daddy takes Mummy out for a nice lunch and a little shopping for the family and Mummy feels more productive and full of life. And how can i forget, Praying. God really comforts Mummy during this time of fear and worry. Do you know that fear of labor actually makes the pain worst? SO if one day you become a mother, never fear. Leave it to God's hands. He will quicken your labor and soon you'll see his perfect masterpiece. You are afterall my dearest masterpiece. 

And you're 39 weeks old today. Can you believe it? You've made it this far? God is great, Praise The Lord! Doctor Ong is officially on his family holiday, so there are only back up doctors this week. But whatever it is dear, i have faith that God will take care of us with all his Holy Angels and Saints. So we shall not fear. But i wonder will Mummy's water bag break? Will Mummy feel a contraction soon? Right now, Mummy is only dealing with achy feet and legs, tiredness and breathlessness... I really think you put on some fat this week darling. And your body feels harder through Mummy's tummy. But you're such an amazing gift and creation. I can't stop thanking God.

And again sweetheart, you were joyfully rumbling during mass time especially during the gospel. I love it how you know when to rumble like you know God is speaking and is filled with joy and love for Him. I hope you'll always be like that with a strong christian life.

But oh well... now it's just a waiting game darling for your coming. when do you want to come out? Mummy is glad that her maternity leave started on the 3rd June... giving me time to rest, have some silence (though it hard at home sometimes with your grandma), and to just embrace the last moments of having you in Mummy's tummy. 

I so love you my child. My blessed child. I can't wait to see you and hold you and kiss you endlessly. 

I love you baby girl.